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Jun. 30th, 2008 @ 08:55 am Invitation to participate in on-line research study
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Chopin - Prelude in E Minor

Invitation to participate in on-line research study (Links Below)

Hi!

I'm currently doing some research for my MSc project*, which is looking at some aspects of attitudes and personality, such as eating habits, thoughts and emotions, as well as some of the effects of meditation.  You don't have to be a meditator to take part, however!

I'm looking for volunteers who would like to take part in the study. It will be available online in the next few weeks, and will consist of some questionnaires (about 20 mins) and two very short experiments (less than 5 minutes each).

This study has had Ethical Approval from the Psychology Ethics Committee (University of Hertfordshire).
 

In total, participation should take around 30 minutes, and can be done wherever you have an internet connection and a Flash plug-in (most computers have this already).

We are going to submit this research to an academic journal so that it can be published, and the results will be available to anyone who is interested. If are interested in taking part, please click the links below. Do pass it on to anyone you know who might be interested, or please feel free to contact me if you would like more information, with no obligation to take part at any stage.Thanks for your time!

Below are the 'instructions' and links for the study. There are four links, the first of which will take you to the information and questionnaire page, and should take around 30 minutes to complete. The two next links will take you to two very short experiments (less than 5 minutes each).

Once you have completed these parts, you can go to the final link, which will tell you about the study in more detail. Please don't click on this before taking part!  Where you're asked to enter name and group, please just enter your name - you can leave 'group' blank.

Please click here to being the study!

Warmest Regards,
Rebecca

*MSc Student (Research Methods in Cognitive Neuropsychology)
BPS Transpersonal Psychology PsyPAG representative
Division of Teachers and Researchers in Psychology PsyPAG representative
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Jun. 29th, 2008 @ 04:09 pm 31 Month Update!
Current Mood: thoughtful
It's been two and a half years since my last post.  In that time I've completed my undergraduate degree in psychology at the University of Bedfordshire, become a mitra with the FWBO at the Letchworth group, have adopted my cat, Alfie, and moved in with my partner Alec.  Several friends have passed away: Martin Giles, Toby Cooke and Muzz, who are all very well missed, and some wonderful friendships have been made and rekindled.

I'm currently in the final phase of my MSc in Research Methods in Cognitive Neuropsychology at the University of Hertfordshire. I'm also now a member of the PsyPAG (psychology postgraduate affairs group) committee, currently as the representative for the British Psychological Society's Transpersonal Psychology section and Division of Teachers and Researchers in Psychology.  

The big change is coming in late September, when I will have finished my master's (if all goes to plan!) and will be starting my PhD at the University of Sussex, working with Zoltán Dienes.  So it's all pretty exciting really.

I am considering whether or not to give up my car when I move to Brighton, in attempt to lessen my financial burden and, more importantly, my polluting impact on the environment.  Having watched  Alan Titchmarsh's natural history of Britain I'm feeling a push bike might be the order of the very near future.  There doesn't seem to be much excuse for driving a car in Brighton! 

There's a vibrant Buddhist centre in Brighton, which I'm excited about going to, as I've been going to the Letchworth group for the last 5 years, and although i love and will miss the group, the 15 mile journey there and back has sometimes proved an obstacle at the end of an exhausting day when I've travelled already 30 miles to and from university, or 45 miles to and from work!  It will also be nice to meet new people involved in the Dharma, and to be involved with a Buddhist centre, a luxury I have not yet experienced. 

So a busy time indeed, with much to rejoice, and much in store for the future.

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Nov. 14th, 2005 @ 05:02 pm (no subject)
Where did I leave off? Oh yeah, Bratislava Letisko (airport in Slovensky) round I. So I got on the coach (where I did some schoolwork!!) and made my way to Vienna, very uneventful, took a couple of trains on the U-Bahn to Handelskai, where Markus met me. It was a bit disappointing, to be honest. I was freezing cold, exhausted and in desperate need of a conversation in English, and I was met with a hug loaded with about as much enthusiasm as a paranoid android named Marvin. Oh well, I thought, he's obviously as cold as the weather in his own home. Maybe Houston humidity brings out the warmth in people. I dragged my suitcase along and took eager, if somewhat laboured steps towards MArkus's apartment, which was about a 5 minute walk from the station. He made a seemingly reluctant offer to help me with my luggage and I began to feel that I was as much a burden to him as the laptop on my back was to me. I wasn't about to let feeling rather unwelcome stop me from making the most of my adventure though, and I reminded myself of cultural differences and decided to grow an extra few layers of skin to cover my sensitive, easily dented ego. OK, details are going to get boring to here's a brief summary: took the U-Bahn into Vienna, one of the most beautiful cities I have ever seen (not to mention one of the coldest), came home, took a nap, walked by the Danube late at night, had a look round the ginormous Millenium Tower. The nest day, Friday, I was still pretty beat but we went to see Schonbrunn castle and got lost in the maze and wandered around the labyrinth. That was pretty cool, actually. It was a gorgeous sunny day with the typical European winter nip in the air and I really enjoyed being there. A few cracks started to appear with regard to me and Markus, however. I don't know why, but there were a few moments when I felt really uncomfortable. I'd come all this way and maybe I expected to be looked after, but perhaps that was asking too much, after all I'm sure he had better things to do.... I sound quite bitter and ungrateful, I know, but I think the situation was exacerbated by the fact that I was missing Matt, my beau back in England who is so warm and caring that he could make you feel unwelcome with Mother Teresa. OK, here goes. I've let the cat out of the bag now. Who's this new man Matt? And another Matt? Matt the Vth, my brother has joked. Here she goes again, falling in love and getting a ring on her finger and 6 months later there's a new one. And I'm sure he's different, they all are. But they all are. That's the point. And you learn something different each time. Matt and I have been dancing in the same social circle for about the last 6 years, have a lot of good friends in common, have dj'd in the same places, and I even have a photo from years back with him in the background! I was spoilt for choice with guys when I came back to England. I'm not arrogant, nor am I falsely modest. I have no idea why, but I have to explain this as background, so please forgive me. It might sound like fun, flattering, an ideal situation for some. Yeah it was fun for a while, but 'just fun' gets tiring for me pretty quickly, and I began to see that none of these guys were what I was really looking for if I was going to even consider a relationship. Funnily enough I ended up crying on Matt's shoulder. He lives with my god friend Doug, who I adore greatly. Anyway, back to Matt (sorry Doug). Long story short again: Matt and I became close friends with absolutly no romantic agenda whatsoever, but one day I realised that what I wanted was right under my very nose. And I have to go do stuff now so I'll finish this off soon!
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Nov. 11th, 2005 @ 11:38 am Hallo from Wien, Part 1
Current Mood: impressed
Here I am on yet another adventure. On Wednesday evening my friend Carl met me at Luton train station, took me to dinner at Aroma, and then drove me back to his home in Stevenage, where he gave up his bed for me! I was then awoken at 4am to be taken to the airport. Poor Carl, a real sweetie I felt for him as he had to work that day too, but I think he enjoys putting himself out for his friends. That might sound weird, but then you probably don't know Carl.
I checked in at about 5.15am, and made my way to gate number 37, only to realise when I got there that I should have been making my way to gate number 47, which was in another building. It worked out fine though, I had a nice friendly early morning chat with the Poruguese Ryanair attendant on the desk, who told me about all the silly things people do at airports, and waited for security to come and escort me to the local loony asylum. Sorry, that was last week, this one took me to gate number 47.
Finally on the plane I found myself an empty row of 3 seats and made myself comfortable by the window. Ahhhh I'll be able to stretch out, I thought. Dream on, Rebeski! Two cumbersome young men, in about their early thirties, caught my eye. "Is anyone sitting here?" beamed one of them. No no, go ahead, I smiled back. As it turned out Nev and Alex, as they were called, turned out to be really nice guys. Also they were not, as I had thought, gay lovers. Not that I would have been in the least bothered by it, but we did have a laugh about it. They were actually related in some complicated mother's brother's monkey's sister kind of way, and known as brothers-in-law to keep it simple.
We arrived at Bratislava airport at about 9.30am Slovakian time, stumbled through customs, and said our goodbyes. I did get a text from Alex later on in the day, though, so I'm glad they are safe and sound, and we'll probably all meet up back in Blighty! Anyway, I didn't come to Vienna to sit on a pc and write about it while I'm here, and as far as this blog is concerned I haven't even arrived here anyway! More to follow.......
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Oct. 21st, 2005 @ 12:39 pm Been In BLighty Over a Month and No Post!
Current Mood: busy
That's because I've been so busy.  Amy, if you happen to be reading this I am sorry I couldn't make it your wedding - I couldn't get back to Florida coz of Katrina.  I hope it went well and that you're enjoying married life!  So back to me, since that's what this blog is about, isn't it?  OK, maybe not just me.  Things have been hectic as usual; some things never change, do they?  It's been cool though, doing a lot of stuff for my brother's band (Fist Fights and Brake Lights), playing a couple of sets with my new tunage, getting back into uni and getting sorted with a new job, although I started yet so I'm still boracic :(  Luis and I have have kept in touch, and hopefully I'll get to see him again soon! Oh this is a crap psot, and I have to go now.  Promise the next one wil be more interesting!
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Sep. 17th, 2005 @ 04:05 pm UPdate
Current Mood: weird
Current Music: Nerodancer - Wippenburg
I'm back in Eng;and now.  So much to tell, but I realised I had left off sitting outside Starbucks, and Tom and Robyn had just got back.  It was then that I met Luis, my 'little boyfriend' as Tomas dubbed him.  He was actually the member of the Starbucks crew that came and sat down for a chat! Isn't it funny how things work out?  At the time I thought I was due to leave Texas in just a few days, but as it happensI stayed there for another few weeks, which although meant that I sadly couldn't see my wonderful friends in P'cola I got to spend more time with my H-town friends, and I got to know Luis more.  :D  Just thought I'd finish that thread, anyway.
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Aug. 25th, 2005 @ 06:59 pm Mushy Mush
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: My Mix Stream
I'm sitting outside Starbucks waiting for Tom and Robyn to get back from some food place across the street.  But never alone, one of the Starbucks crew came out and sat down for a chat :D  I still can't believe I have only 2 days left here.  Tomorrow will be my last day at Rice University.  It's been great.  Hard work, but I've learnt a lot and met some wonderful people.  A brief review, in no particular order, of special people and events here in Texas:

  • Anne:  originally my roommate before I got my own room.  Very cool, mature 18 year old.  She was a hard worker, really smart, and a lot of fun. 
  • Mimi:  thanks to David taking me, Steve and Andy to a wonderful weekend in Austin I met the wonderful Mimi.  I said goodbye to her last weekend.  Isn't it funny how you can meet someone by chance and they end up being a close friend no matter how little you see them? 
  • Steve:   I  had some wonderful chats and chillout sessions with Steve at Brown College.  He's a great guy, and he kicked ass on the GRE!  Well Done Steve!
  • Dan:  My darling geek.  We met when I recruited him for a psychology experiment in the summer, and we've been good frfiends ever since.  Dan you rock!
  • David:  Haha, introduced me to some great movies, took us for a wicked weekend in Austin, and saved my sanity on a couple of occacsions.  Incredibly smart and an appreciated fried, whose courage and personal honesty surprised and impressed me.
  • Kristen:  Introduced me to some cool places in Houston and took me out when I didn't know anyone.  A little crazy, infinitely sexy and very cool.  Thanks KK!
  • Jenn:  A grad student in the lab, Jenn has given some great pep talks and shared her experiences with me.  She's also given some great advice, which have and will continue to stand me in good stead for my academic and personal future.  An inspiring grad student, I'll miss her.
Tom and Robyn are back now, so I'll continue this later!
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Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 10:20 pm That last post was written on Saturday August 20, but I didn't get around to uploading it!
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Do You Remember, Jack Johnson
That last post was written on Saturday August 20, but I didn't get around to uploading it!   And I didn't post thie picture links either.... So here are links to a fun night at Drink! Houston, another couple of nights at Spotlight Karaoke, the family in Houston, my and Markus' night at Magnetic@ Red Star, and our weekend in Galveston.  There's other pics up there too, in other albums. I'm so tired now, hectic weekend and busy day at work.... Will update soon!

Goodbyes in the last 4 days: Markus, Rares, Mimi, David
   
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Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 10:13 pm Goodbyes and Pictures
Current Mood: grateful
What an emotional few weeks.  OK, so I mentioned the goodbyes, right?  The first to go were the other interns: Anne, Meghan, Ritik and Chris.  I've spoken to Ritik on AIM a couple of times, but I've had no contact with the others.  It was kinda funny at first being at work knowing they weren't in their labs and offices, but since I moved out of camus things changed a lot anyway, so it hasn't been so strange. 
    I'm staying with John, Ximena and their children Tomas, Danielle and Simon at the moment.  It's lovely to live with a really nice family in a beautiful house.  They've really taken me in and I am infinitely grateful.  If they hadn't been so generous I wouldn't have bee able to stay on at Rice an extra month. 
    The only thing that sucks is the drive to Houston from Katy.  It's 25 miles (like Luton to Milton Keynes for the home crew), and it takes me about an hour in the sweltering 100oF weather with no a/c in my car.  That's hella hot, and not much fun.  But it's worth it!  I'm doing half of my dream job, that is research, the other half being professorship
    And I love the family.  I really do.  I've always been fond of Ximena, and we've had some really good conversations. She's very nurturing and maternal, and very open and non-judgemental, so combined with a life's worth of experience she makes for a great person to talk to. I've really enjoyed hearing a different perspective, too, having come from Chile to England to Argentina to America.  It's funny hown things can look from the outside, and how once you begin to get a deeper perspective you realise just how many assumptions you made, filling in the blanks with your own perspectives and ideas. 
    I'd say that John is cool, but that word somehow doesn't seem appropriate.  he's more on the hot side, as in hot-headed.  But in a cool way.  He's a good father, working his behind off to provide for his family.  I'm always so amazed at his organisation.  It's so immaculate!  And he's funny, and just beneath the  exterior is a warm, cuddly spirit that shows itself when he's at home relaxing with his family, and which has also been so kindly extended to me.
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Aug. 13th, 2005 @ 12:46 pm (no subject)
    It's been a while since I felt I can allow myself the time to sit and write an entry here.  I've been feeling like I have to be making the most of time with friends who are leaving, those I am leaving behind, and devoting my energies to my work.  There's no way I could even begin to convey the events that have occurred since my last decent entry.  I can't even pick one or two that are special, beacuse there have been so many.  I've said countless hellos, and many goodbyes, smiling because I had the good fortune to make some wonderful friends, and choking on the tears that tried to mar the pleasure with their reminder that most of those friends will never be seen again.
    Well it's been a year for that.  A year on August 10th, 2 days ago, in fact, since I arrived in the USA.  In just another month I'll be headed back to toy-town England.  I remember coming in to land in London at Christmas time, and how the land looked like scenery from Postman Pat.   England can fit into Michigan; the entire UK could fit into the state of Louisiana!  That's what I love about it here.  The public transport sucks ass but you can drive and drive and drive.  It's like 50 countries in one, with mountains, desert, rainforest, sugar white beaches and urban jungles. 
    Anyway, I'm going to Galveston Island today, so I should go get ready!
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Jul. 26th, 2005 @ 10:16 am Decisions, Decisions
Current Mood: rushed
Current Music: Ani Di Franco - Not a Pretty Girl
You can have work, sleep, or a life.  Choose one.
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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 06:30 pm Newsflash!
Current Mood: impressed
Current Music: 3 Is a Magic Number
I have to interrupt the usual service to make the following announcement:
Michael O'Connor wrote a computer program for the sole purpose of making me long division problems to help me study for the GRE!  How cool is that?  Geeky?  Nerdy?  Yes!  But freeking COOL?!?!?!?!!!!!
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 06:17 pm The Happy News!
Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: Fairy of the Woods
Amy Spencer is marrying Wayne Haggler!  Congratulations guys!  I hope y'all in Penscaola are doing ok now that Dennis is hitting!
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 12:32 am 7/7
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Nitin Sawhney - Beyond Skin
Advayamati sent me this poem, which he read at the Colchester sangha on Thursday evening.

Please Call Me by My True Names

 

Don't say that I will depart tomorrow
even today I am still arriving.
Look deeply: every second I am arriving
to be a bud on a Spring branch,
to be a tiny bird, with still-fragile wings,
learning to sing in my new nest,
to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower,
to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.

I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry,
to fear and to hope.

The rhythm of my heart is the birth and death
of all that is alive.

I am the mayfly metamorphosing
on the surface of the river.
And I am the bird
that swoops down to swallow the mayfly.

I am the frog swimming happily
in the clear water of a pond.
And I am the grass-snake
that silently feeds itself on the frog.

I am the child in Uganda, all skin and bones,
my legs as thin as bamboo sticks.
And I am the arms merchant,
selling deadly weapons to Uganda.

I am the twelve-year-old girl,
refugee on a small boat,
who throws herself into the ocean
after being raped by a sea pirate.
And I am the pirate,
my heart not yet capable
of seeing and loving.

I am a member of the politburo,
with plenty of power in my hands.
And I am the man who has to pay
his "debt of blood" to my people
dying slowly in a forced-labor camp.

My joy is like Spring, so warm
it makes flowers bloom all over the Earth.
My pain is like a river of tears,
so vast it fills the four oceans.

Please call me by my true names,
so I can hear all my cries and my laughter at once,
so I can see that my joy and pain are one.

Please call me by my true names,
so I can wake up,
and so the door of my heart
can be left open,
the door of compassion.

 

1989


Notes by Thich Nhat Hanh
I have a poem for you. This poem is about three of us.
The first is a twelve-year-old girl, one of the boat  people crossing the Gulf of Siam. She was raped by a sea pirate, and after that she threw herself into the sea. The second person is the sea pirate, who was born in a remote village in Thailand. And the third person is me. I was very angry, of course. But I could not take sides against the sea pirate. If I could have, it would
have been easier, but I couldn't. I realized that if I had been born in his village and had lived a similar life  economic, educational, and so on - it is likely that I would now be that sea pirate. So it is not easy to take sides. Out of suffering, I wrote this poem. It is called "Please Call Me by My True Names," because I have many names,
and when you call me by any of them, I have to say, "Yes."

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Jul. 5th, 2005 @ 10:57 pm Endeavour and Tenderness
Current Mood: working
Current Music: Amos Lee - Keep it Loose, Keep it Tight
  

Wow!  I've been so busy, and I have so much to write about: work, my fun-filled trip to Austin, a wonderful Independence day with Ren, and some surprising but very happy news from a friend....
 Work has been getting more and more busy, and right now is an important time for me to lay foundations for my career. I had no idea how serious and important this internship would turn out to be.  I'm working on several projects right now, including making preparations for my senior year dissertation, so I'm hella swamped!  I got to go with Dr. Ro (Tony) and a grad student, Jen, to see a patient who had had a stroke and appears to be suffering from hemispatial neglect.  This is basically a neurological disorder (caused usually by damage in the right parietal lobe), which causes a person to fail to attend to anything on one side contralateral, usually left).  It was a classical textbook case, and I was quite awed to see it, but at the same time I had to stifle my tears.  The woman was only 48.  I looked around the living room of her modest home, at the pictures of young and healthy relatives on the walls, and back at this young old woman.  Her short afro hair clumsily scraped into a shower cap, sat in a hospital wheelchair, she spoke softly and inarticulately.  I wasn't sure if it was because of the stroke, but I assumed so.
    Tony carried out some basic neuropsychological tests and she clearly has neglect. Despite her illness she was extremely co-operative, and very motivate, which for our purposes makes her a really good patient.  And I feel it's a hopeful sign for her; it may mean a more swift and full recovery. We're going back on Thursday to carry out some more tests.  I hope I don't get too attached! 
    That's enough for now, I'll write about the rest next time!
      

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Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 08:26 pm What If
Current Mood: naughty
Current Music: Beatles - Blackbird, Cold Play - what if
    I am beat!  But it's been a fun week, also a challenging week, also a frustrating week, and a wonderful and victorious week.  Challenging and frustrating because I'm in preparatory stage of one study at work, and in the analysis stage of another.  I just don't get Matlab - it won't run the script! I even went in over this weekend, but I'll have to wait until Monday.  Anyway, the victory came when we (Dan and I) saved about 6 hours of work by creating a macro in Photoshop.  At this stage I must give a  HUGE shout out to Dan, the coolest geek on the planet. Not just because he saved me from punching the computer at work, but just cause he's a dude anyway.I couldn't have done it at all without hi, but I take a small amount of credit cause I did help! Oh, and I had an EEG, which was very interesting.
     So the fun?  Fortunately I love the people I work around, so that's always fun, as well as interesting - they're so smart and driven!  But, outside of work....  One of the professors, Jim Dannemiller, has 3 daughters.  I went out with the youngest, Liz, on Thursday night to... wait for it..........Spotlight Karaoke!  Is was a crack-up.  Liz is a fantastic singer and a great augh to go out with.  But, as most women know, no night out is complete without a daft drunkard hanging off your arm, professing his undying love and telling you he's going to marry you.  Lucky for me his main target was Liz; he had tried putting his arms round me and fondling my back, and I made explicitly clear that under no circumstances was this acceptable.  of course I did so in a polite and tactful manner, but I had to make sure he got the message.  Poor Liz was so relieved when his friedn finally took him home.  Appaprently his daughter had died about two months ago, so we did feel very sorry for him, although it doesn't excuse the molestation! 
    On Friday night I saw first ever live baseball game!  I watched the Astros play the Texas Rangers.  It was awesome, and I even had a beer to complete the American experience.  Needless to say I was tipsy, but not so far gone that I didn't worry that I didn't worry that I was laughing too loud!  We (the Astros) won -  yay!  After the game I came home, and got a call from Robert, who Shannon knows, from Pensacola.  He's originally from Houston, and was back for a few days, so he took me out for the night.  His aim was to show me the best time in his home city.  He called and asked me how long I'd need to get ready. I foolishly replied '15 minutes'.  Oh come on, did he really believe me?  I dashed over to Meghan's room in my underwear in a panic, 'I have 15 minutes to get ready! Help!' It went ok, though, as he got a little lost so I had an extra 5 minutes.  I got downstairs, and he was sitting waiting in a Champagne colored Jag.  We went to a couple of loungey bar-clubs mid-town, before moving onto a downtown classy club called Opus.  It was great!  Not the type of place I usually find myself in.  We danced, and had a couple of drinks (I decided to continue wahat I had started) and left for the Houston Men's Club, where we had breakfast (at 3am) and he paid for a dance for me!  He had actually paid for everything else, too. So that was a real experience!
    Last night was a little more tame.  (Although I'd managed to avoid a bad hangover with about 2 liters of wate)r. A delectable dinner with Meghan and Anne at a Thai restaurant.  Anne is so crazy - we had a great laugh! We're so lucky to have such a great group of interns here.  After that Dan, Meghan and I went to Bar M downtown.  It was very nice inside, but packed out with people, so not much room to dance.  Dan's got some nice moves, and Meghan's a minx too!  Still didn't get to sleep till about 5am, again, so I've spent today in a daze due to my disrupted circadian rhythm.  And maybe something to do with getting a little drunk for the first time in 7 years! 
    Being kinda out of it probably wasn't the best state to be in for the conversation I had with an ex today.  I hadn't spoken to him in a good while.  We weren't together very long, just a few months, and it ended over a year ago.  We'd been getting on well when he ended it, but we lived 60 miles apart, and he didn't want to do long distance after his previous relationship.  So, I was a little surprised when he asked me today if I'd consider getting back with him.  Hello!  I'm in Texas, you're in England.  He seems to think he's ready to try again, and the distance won't matter now because he's kicked himself ever since we split up.  I believe the latter part, because he's always hinted that he wanted to get back together.  I told him I'd consider it, but I'lol have so much going on when I got back to England I won't have much time or energy.   I've changed, and he probably has too, so we'll have to get to know each other again.  Anyway, I'm not going to expend unnescessary energy thinking about it.  I had just never entertained the idea of getting back with him before.  Weird thing is though, I had thought about him before we spoke today, and he hasn't been online in a few months.  What kind of coincidence?
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Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 07:50 pm Happy Birthday to Spon!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: SITTING WAITING WISHING
Congratulations Snux!  50 today!!!!!!!!!! With you in spirit!

BIG SHOUT OUT TO SPON WHO'S 50 TODAY!
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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 10:41 pm Flame! I Wanna Live Forever!
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Fleetwood Mac - Songbird
Here's some photos of the other interns, grads and post doc, and other people I've met since being here!  And some of me too.... Luda and I did go out to the gay area last night, and had a great night! 
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Jun. 18th, 2005 @ 08:44 pm Fundays
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Moby - Jam For The Ladies
    Today has been a fun day.  Steve and I went to 3 grocery stores today, coz we kept forgetting things and couldn't find others!  I also got to chat to JD on the phone for ages, which was so cool as we've both been busy so we kept missing each other.  It was so great to catch up; JD is one of the people who just 'gets me'.  Not that I'm any more unique or individual than anybody else, but he's the ultimate in coolness, wit and 'analysis of minutiae,' as he puts it. The minutiae being representative of behaviours on the whole, not doing-your-head-in over trivial issues, you know?  Anyway....
    After a fabulous chat I went with Andy, Laura and Steve, who are on a medical research program but staying in Brown College, to one of Houston's China Towns.  That was a lot of fun.  They're very cool, and it's an intersting cultural mix, too.  Andy is from Puerto Rico, Steve from Virginia, and Laura from Texas.  Each state in America really is like its own country!  Tonight I'm heading out to the Montrose 'BGL' area, so that should be a crack up too!
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Jun. 17th, 2005 @ 01:28 am Sun and Moon: Life is Beautiful
Current Mood: grateful
    There's so much going on right now.  Work is awesome, and so are the people.  I am learning so much about cognitive neuroscience, other people, myself and so much more.  It is challenging, but in a really positive way and I feel I am rising to it and becoming more empowered by doing so.  I've got so far to go on my journey, but I'm really enjoying the view along the way.  A better meditation practice will enhance it too, I think!  I have so much to be grateful for.  I know this probably sounds gushing, and I'm really not viewing life thorugh tinted spectacles; I'm dealing with the same issues I always have been, but I feel I'm learning to do it so much more effectively.  I often think I've come so far, and then I come across yet another obstacle, and every time I do it reminds me of how far I have come, and how with every step my point of aspiration seems so much higher and further away, yet somehow at the same time more obtainable.
    The simplest things in life can bring so much pleasure.  Tonight Anne Baggins and I sat out by the fountains in the far courtyard.  I looked up at the moon and commented on how cool it is that it's shining brightness is the reflection of the sun from the other side of the planet.  Anne said that she had always felt that it was the sun, always wanting to be with us, finding a way to reach all the Earth.  I said goonight to the sun last night as I watched a beautiful sunset over the Houston horizon from my eighth floor window, and really felt tiny and awed by the glowing red orb disappearing over the edge of the planet.  Life is beautiful!
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